Day One

Okay. Disappointment. It could have been better. The mushrooms were lacking in flavour, that oooomph that you get when u taste a breathtaking dish, was not there. :(
And of course the shortbread, hmmm, it was okay, the fudge layer needs to not dominate the taste of the thing,then it should be alright. It needs to quieten down a tad bit. But hopefully all this will not discourage me and I keep going on.

Apart from all this havoc in my life, everything has been good and happy and nice until probably a few minutes ago. I think I'm paranoid. I need to settle down and not get worked up. Someone very close to me is getting attached to someone I don't like. It's bothering me. Not in a I'm losing him kinda way, but more of a complicated way that my mind has managed to weave up. I don't know what to do. But you know that feeling where you don't want to make a good thing bad, it's something like that. I don't wanna mess with anything right now. Too fragile for my liking.

Help? Anybody???

Julie & Julia madness!

It has been a while has it not? But the thrilling part is I've been watching Julie & Julia,the movie, and I simply can't get over the excruciating food in it! It's like I wanna cook and I don't know where to begin exactly. So much so that,I just dragged my dad to the store to buy stuff to make Mushroom Curry tomorrow. At 11.57pm.

This could be my moment of being stark raving mad, but I'm enjoying it. The feeling of not knowing where to begin is quite being fancied by my inner frenzies. They're having quite a party thanks to Julie & Julia. And there we are, that brings us to Day 1 of my cooking expedition, which could possibly unravel an aura of interest in my cooking world. Many are quite joyed over the fact that my sudden love for cooking would bring about a bounty of scrumptious food their way. IF it does not turn out to be a total flop that is.

So here's to tomorrow, a day of Mushroom Curry and Millionaire's Shortbread.

I love the movie. I just love it for doing this to me.

time machine

hi!i’m back! the everlost aquamarine’s back. God what a month it has been! I dont know where it went actually. I guess that’s because i was never quite doing anything productive. I was watching flick after flick(that was fun though, I must say) and nothing more. Havent touched a book since vacation! I’m really hoping I don’t flunk, but at the rate I’m going… Fingers crossed for me all of you out there. The thing is I’m pretty much a last minute type person, nothing I would encourage but.. Anyway that’s that. School’s gonna technically start this Tuesday, however we’re going on a school trip for a week to some life ed centre, I’m really hoping that’s gonna be fun, coz Im sooo not channeled to listen to some boring lectures trading in my flick hours! Haha. It’s gonna be weird keeping away from home for so long. No contact as far as I know. But we get to put on those devil pants and do all sorts of crazy stuff. Even though I’m aquamarine, Im gonna be the devil unleashed!

Hope all of you out there our age had a great vacation, which also hopefully was more fruitful than mine , and all of you who arent our age, just live with it! It’ll get better..hopefully..maybe…hmm…

Take care! ~Aquamarine

Memories... Resolutions....

Im almost done with my holidays and now getting ready to get back to school.. ugh…!! So woke up this morning with the motivation to somehow clean up my room which currently looks like a storm has invaded the place. yep.. that’s how it always looked like.. :D anyway im tired of working all day cleaning up my messy cupboard , dusting off the books I haven’t touched for ages… so thought to have a break for a while and to make a blog entry about the whole experience :)

Good thing about arranging my room is, i found certain stuff which has been missing for a long time which I thought ill never find and made countless fights with my sister thinking that she was the culprit for stealing them.. hyak.. for some reason me and my sister never got along, all our lives my sister and I have been extreme opposites, we were never close.. but ‘sometimes’ we had our rare moments of sisterhood ;) Hmm.. I can write about a hundred posts on this one and it’s a whole different area which is to be written.. so moving on..

Im also the kinda person who loves to collect all sorta random tokens, cards, notes and other such crap for the mere sake of memories. And today I had the time to go through all of them and reminisce about the moments of the past which brought back many wonderful memories. Those memories are a bit vague now, and I can't really remember what it felt like to be in that situation back then. But for some reason I know I did feeI it and it was one of the best feelings ever and how I felt sooo much happy after all those lil escapades.… even though some of them were done at the expense of many poor souls =) .. Sigh..!! I miss them all. I really do. I really wish life had a rewind button to it.. I still think we are forced to grow up too fast, but then again we don’t live forever so I guess its up to us to make the right choices and make it worth living or basically just to go with the flow and try to cope with growing up one day at a time.

Umm… so getting back to business… I hope to make a brand new start this term, not give a hard time to the teachers, be a good girl, work as twice as hard to make up for everything I’ve lost during the holidays, get rid of my severe addiction towards the net and most of all to study hard or at least get used to the good habit of revising stuff at the end of each day. Oh boy.. now that’s a whole list of things to be done.. sigh..!! hopefully ill get all these things drilled into my head and stick to it for as long as I can.heh.. anyway I have a problem where things that wont change my life dramatically don't stay in my mind for more than 10 minutes. :D

Aiight im out for day.. later ppl.. have to get the cleaning done before it gets too late and before I get tooo lazyyy… :D tadaa~

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Kindred Spirits

Ok here’s my first official post. I have no idea what exactly I have in mind to talk about but I felt like writing something coz im inhumanly jobless and extremely bored to death and have nothing left other than just writing something random. if not I know I would just bang my head on the nearest wall any minute as a result of civiar retardation caused by boredom.. so I might as well start writing something.. ok here we go.. I guess I should write something about my best pal in the whole wide world and also my current blog partner ;) Well.. for some the defining moments of friendship are profound while for others it's smaller gestures that loom large. However for me it is that best friends are either freakishly alike or so opposite from each other that one wonders how they manage to be friends at all. It is this quality of random mix and match which makes best friends different from siblings, and any other types of relationships that exists on planet earth. Sometimes best friends have little in common with each other apart from the lifetime memories they hold within them. And that’s how I feel about my best friend.

i have no freaking idea the very first time I met her, I guess it all happened when we were this reallllly small brats who didn’t even know to spell certain words to be precise. lol.. and god knows how we became good friends in no time and how it grew into a strange bond before we even knew it. In simple terms we just ‘clicked’ just like that. I had many friends whom I used to call my best friends but they all just dropped out at some point of life, but she stood out from the rest and managed to hang onto each other no matter what.
She was someone who knew everything I felt. She knew my every weakness, and the problems I've dealt with. She understood my wonders, and listened to my dreams. She listened to me when I wanted to speak my heart out to someone, and knew what it all meant, She taught me how to dance at social events even though she horribly sucked at it too (u know what I mean ;) )

Whoa.. what a journey it has been. A journey of almost 10 years and still running! Yet I cant seem to figure out what exactly makes us sooo close. We don’t share the same interests, watch same movies, listen to the same music (well.. we do ‘at times’:D ) or even look alike in any way (some claim so, again which we don’t believe in) but the truth is, every time I look back at my life, all the crazy childhood escapades I’ve lived through, I cant help but remember her. She is an integral part of who I am and an unforgettable contribution to my life story. I maybe insecure about lot of things in life but I’m absolutely secure in our friendship.

However this is one of the many beautiful stories in the great book of best friendships. Even though I don’t see u that much like we used to, u’ll always remain my best friend forever.. Anyway like the saying goes everyone should have atleast one good friend to act goofy with no matter how serious ur life tends to be, and im happy to say ive found mine.:)

So girlfriend this is for u for being a great pal and being there whenever I needed u and most importantly just being the loony toon you are. =) I looove u more than anything. Like everyone says ill never be able to spell friendship without u!! oh man, I bet this would beat any soap opera ever.:D